Detoxify now!

And I'm not just talking about the toxins inside your body but also those outside and in your life.

Starbucks in the morning - with Ewad

Having breakfast with Ewad - highlight of my week :)

Still the one

After a long time, he's still the one

Wala lang

Just want to test if this blog still works

The Object of my Affection

This blog is all about Ewad, the only man I will ever love.

I miss you like crazy

Hi,
It’s still hard. Sometimes that heavy hand of loneliness still press at my heart and I find it hard to breathe. There are times when the shields I created to protect myself are not strong enough and they (loneliness and fear) still reach me, and punish me until I have to weep and beg for them to stop. I still dream of the day when you come back to me. And everything will be alright again. But I know that day may never come.

My prayers for Ewad

Lord God these are my prayers for Ewad:

1. That he'll be there tomorrow because by showing up, things are not as bad as I fear.
2. That they've worked out, or at least there is hope of working things out.
3. That he's alright.
4. That he won't resign at least not in the near future.
5. That he's alright. Never mind me. But please make me ok too.
6. That there is hope of correcting this with Gail, that she hasn't seen the chats.
7. That we can still fix this (Please Father God)
8. That if all of the above is granted; I will leave them alone (I need help with this Father God)

My Prayers for myself:

1. That I would be able to wake up in the morning and not have panic attacks.
2. That I would be able to still see the world as a happy place to live in.
3. That I would still have hope.