EWAD

All of the things written here seemed so meaningless. And the person who wrote them, she doesn't exist anymore. She is a new person now. Her world, her dreams, her beliefs, everything she felt; all of these have changed. All because of one person. Ewad. How can that be? How can one person take your life, turn it upside down and so completely messed up that you don't recognize it anymore. This new me, I don't know her. All her joys, her happiness, her dreams, her heart, Ewad holds them now. And if Ewad leaves which is a very likely possibility, her world would become a gloomy, lonely, unlivable place with no air, no colors, just a nameless unfathomable sadness. She's scared. So scared.