I feel down. My birthday is coming up. I feel like nothing in my life is where it's supposed to be. I'm tired and my dreams aren't as appealing as they used to be. They don't bring comfort any more. When I'm having a bad day, I turn to my dreams and they bring me hope.
I have been fighting it, this hopelessness, and there are days that it's stronger than me, than my dreams. Looks like today is a bad day.
